Anxiety
- a completely sick and atrocious thing that everyone is getting nowadays. In this day and age, we are exposed to things that are far more colossal than us.Things that are out of our control, things that force us to become people we do not wish to aspire to be but people we need to be, we all have this misconception that if we do things a certain way, we will not end up like Thulani over there, who is the guy that sticks out like a sore thumb because he is a walking collection of a mess. If we start talking less, we become noticed or we become mysterious but really we are just plain, simple and predictable as the next person that pretends to be who they are not.
What happened to us? Everything that we could imagine happened. We started losing our family, friends and sadly, ourselves. Huge parts of ourselves were lost within the chaos that we call 'living'. Each and every person that we met and carry on meeting, took and continue to take little parts of our beings, with them. Every day, we lose a little bit of ourselves. I guess that is why we change, because what do you do when all you have left is a tiny cell of yourself?