So it has been three days since he was a dick to me. Honestly, I do not feel anything at the moment... Or maybe that is my problem? That I am not feeling anything. You know as a woman, when you put yourself out there and get that kind of treatment, you tend to close off or change... But that is the thing, I am still the same. I am happy and not bugged by the fact that he treated me that way during that moment.
It is as if I needed that and I am starting to think I did. It is helping me move on because now I am no longer holding on to broken promises or misconceptions of what it would have been like to have him in my life. I am grown now and I am free of one of my demons. The destruction of my happiness is no longer with me. I have the power to decide what I want to focus my happiness on and it is not broken promises or words, but it is actions.
I am a new woman without as much baggage as before. I am no longer held back by the past and what it gave me. It was nice while it lasted but good things have to end in order to get better things.
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